ZEBA. ….listen my heart beat. .

“”Teri khushbu nahi milti tera lehza nahi milta. ..
Hume to sare jahan mai tere jaisa nahi milta. …
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badi ajeeb hoti hai ye dil ki lagi dard seene mai uthaye uski yaadon mai kho jana achchha lagta hai uske naam ko apne khoon se likhna achchha lagta hai rato ko jag jag kar uski meethi yaad mai ratjage manane ko jee chahta hai koi beeta hua pal jo yaad aa jaye to dard mai bhi bada sukoon milta hai log kehte hai ki jodi aasmano se bankar aati hai ho sakta hai theek kehte ho Lekin agar ensa hai to khuda se mujhe ek shikayat hai ki jab hamara humsafar kisi or ko banaya hai to phir usse kyun milata hai jiski sadgi pe ye jahan lutane ko jee chahta hai kyun ye dil use dekhkar is dunia se bekhabar ho jata hai kyun har shu wo nazar aata hai kyun ye dil uski ahat se hi jhoom udhta hai kyun zamane bhar se uske liye dushmani karne ko tiyaar ho jata hai kyun apne khoon ke rishto ko mazboor hokar use pane ko tod jata hai jise mile abhi kuch lamhaat hi hue hai kyun use dekhkar lagta hai ki sadiyo purana hai mera usse nata koi kyun bin kuch kahe bin kuch sune apni taqdeer mai use likhne ki koshis karta hai jab bhi dua ko hath uthte hai us ajnabi ke liye dua ko uthte hai jis ko mile

chand lamhe hi hue hote hai kyn is dil ko uspe itna bhrosa hota hai ki ankhen band karke uska hath thaam ke umar bhar chalne ko man karta hai jab ye dil ka rishta rooh se rooh tak panap jata hai to kyn usse juda kar deta hai tu kya tujhe nahi dikhta ki ab uske bina jeena mushkil hai jab juda hi karna tha to phir milaya hi kyun kyun uske liye ye dil dharkaya kyun uske ensas ko mere andar zinda kiya kyun use mere jeene ki bajah banaya kyun use mera humnawa bana ke mere dil pe uska naam likh dia or ab use mujhse juda karke keh dia ki wo mere hatho ki lakeero mai nahi hai …akhir itni badi saza kyun kya maine pyar karke koi gunah kiya ya kabhi tera shukria ada nahi kiya ya mere dil mai koi chhal hai ya meri is pakeeza mohbaat mai faraib hai kyun mujhe usse mila kar usse door kar dia maine manga use tujhse tere dar pe tere liye sazda karke kya meri ibadat mai koi kami reh gai bhala tujhse behtar or kon jaan sakta hai a mere khuda ki jis din se usse juda hua hun kis pal chain ayaa hai kya tujhe meri tadaf nahi dikhti ya meri bebasi nazar nahi aati jis din se use dekha hai jab se aaj tak kisi or ladki ko dekhna to door kabhi kisi ke bare mai Sacha bhi nahi fir kyun chhod gai wo mujhe …
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“”Gum hai ya khushi maloom nahi…
Apna hai ya paraya maloom nahi…
Jiske bin ek lamha guzarta nahi…
Kaise guzregi ye zindagi maloom nahi…
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Usse bichchde 5 saal ho gaye hai Lekin aaj tak main chahkar bhi use 5 second ko bhi nahi bhool paya hun or har raat uski yaad mai rote rote guzar jati hai jis waqt sari dunia chain se soti hai us waqt main tanhai ki aag mai sulag raha hota hun na mehfil mai sakun milta hai na tanhai mai”

Ek ladki thi deewani si pagal si..bht khubsurat thi aur cute.

papa mummy ki ladli aur bht sharmili. Padhai me bhi bahut acchi hr test aur competition qualify karti rahti thi . Jb 6th me thi to ek ladka tha ali use dekhta rhta tha hamesha . wo ladki ki neighbour thi wo bht badtameez thi usne ladki ko Behaka diya ki isse pyar kr lo ye bht accha h . ladki bechari thi bht seedhi sadhi. Bht rich nd respected family se . aur ladka is ke compare me kuch nhi tha . ladki ka name tha taniya(changed)phir taniya bhi attract ho gyi thi Uske taraf. But wo sirf attraction tha but wo usko pyar Samjh baithi thi . wo ladki dikhne me bhut beautiful thi . ek din kisi tarah number exchange hua aur wo dono baat karne lge ladka ne purpose kiya but ladki frndship kr li thi . but baad me ladki ne bataya ki I lov u . phir kya tha dono pyar ki baate hone lagi aur ek din Usse pta chala ki wo awara nd lafanga tha . 1 & 2 month hi hue the Uske baat ko phir usne rltn khtam kr li.
Ab wo 7th me aa chuki thi or move on ho chuki thi . phir uska I’d pe ek ladka ka msg aya uska nam tha asim(chnged)usse baat hui ladki use bhai bolti thi but wo ladka frnd bolti tha . ladki ko pta chala ki wo iska I’d hack krne wala tha . wo ladka kisi k bagal me rhta tha . ladki ne kaafi sunaya aur phir kya hua life hi badal gya . wo sry bola ye pagal baat kr li . hua whi Jo hona na tha phir kuch pta chala . ladki toot gyi . uska sharat khtam ho gya . Wo id bnd kr li aur akele rhne lgi . Ladka kai br use purpose krne pahuncha yha but wo hamesha hi chli jati thi Chup kr . usne usko purpose bhi karwaya but ladki ne no bol diya . ek din ladki fb pe msg ki tum mijhe badnaam karke kyo chale Gye….ladka ne kaha tum glat suni ho maine aisa kch nhi suna . wo ladka 12th me tha . phir wo use purpose kiya Uske liye daily shyeri post krta . wo ladki ko pyar ho gya .kch mahina baad wo ladka watsapp Se uska pic chura kr badnaam kiya. Hr kisi se kehta iska 4 bf h .

 but muh pe hamesha acchi baate krta . Ab ladki tut gyi h wo bht roti h . Is baat ko 10 month ho gye but still she loves him . wo kvi baithe baithe fafak kr ro parti h . kehti h khud se kyo kiya usne aisa . hr roz wo ladka ko yaad krti h . but koi h Jo us ladki ka bht Khyal rkhta h wo ladki ka dost Jo usse bht pyar krta hai . usne ladki se promise krwaya h ki kvi us ladke se baat mt krna . is tarah ye ladki ka bezubaan muhabbat h . aur wo ladka pta nhi is ko pyar krta tha ya use krna chahta tha . wo ladka kisi ko bola tha ki mai us ladki ko use krna chahta tha . aap batao frnds kya wo ladki ko love krta tha . nd ladki ko kya krna chahye. .Thnx

Hiii..!!! Guys!

mera naam Rakesh sharma h or meri ek gf. H Raavi hum dono ek dusre se bht pyar krte h or vo b muj pe mrti h m ap logo ko meri frndship k bare m btata hu meri or raavi ki friendship social site fb k jriye huyi thi usne aaj se 2 saal phle mere pas req send ki thi mne accept ki n hum ache friend bn gye ek din usne muj se pucha k apki wife ksi honi chahiye mne kha k mom dad ki care krne wali or mujse jyada pyar krne wali dosto humare bich bht achi achi bate hone lgi fir mne usse puch liya k apka husband ksa hona chahiye usne kha k like u to mne kha k like me mein ku nhi usne kha ok i like u mne kha m to love b krta hu usne kafi der k bad muje i love u bola uski ek usse chhoti sis h neha usne use force kiya tha han bolne k liye raavi apne mama k ghar rhti thi or vhi pdhti thi vo apne parents k pas kbi kbi ati thi n jb ati to hum chat krte the m uska besabri se intejar krta tha fir mne use phone pe bat krne k liya kha usne kha thk h krlo bt jb mne call ki to uski bhn ne pick ki n m
ujse bat krne lgi ek month tk m usse raavi smj k bat krta rha n vo mujse real m pyar krne lg gyi thi fir friendship k10 month bad hum first time mile n ek dusre se bat krte rhe fir mne ek din neha se bat ki bat krte krte mne usse avein e puch liya k m to apki sis ko lvu bol leta hu apka man ni krta kisi ko bolne ka to vo chup ho gyi mne hanste huye kha k chlo a muje bol leya kro k i lvu jiju lekin vo mujse real m e pyar krne lg gyi thi m janta tha k ye glt h bt mne socha k jmana khrab h agr kisi or k sath ho gyi to vo ise khi ka b nai chhodega mne use lvu too b bol diya neha bht beautifull h or uske pas bht offer ate h frndship k lekin vo mujse khti h k alrdy apho meri life to m ku kisi or k sath kru or dono mujse jaan se jyada pyar krti h agr m neha ko khta hu k m apko chhodna pdunga to vo khti k m jinda he ni rhungi or raavi ko is bare m nai malum h kuch b n ab m confusion m hu k kya kru or kya nai m raavi ko pyar krta hu bt m neha ko b jinda rkhna chahta hu PLEASE HELP ME

hi..am vishal from bihar.main ek ladki ko bahut pyar karta hu.wo mere liye sab kuch hai.wo mere life me khusi ke kuch lamhe dikhai aur fir se mujhe akela chod di.i was always alone,wo mujhe anjan jagaah me lake alkela tadapne ke liye chod gai.am still wainting 4 her,.main us se 4 year pahle mila tha.wo hamare hi batch ki thi par dusre college se.main use pahli bar me hi pasand karne laga.fb pe ghanto bat hoti..hum roj bate karte the.one day she asked about my gf.i said i don’t have.wo phuchi kyu..i said mujhe jaisi ladki chahiye mujhe nahi mili mujhe aisi ladki chahiye jo mere viswas ko kabhi na tode. maine kabhi kisi ladki k bare me nhi socha tha maine kabhi socha v nhi tha ek din mujhe kisi se iss kadar pyar ho jayega.kuch dino men hi use apna dil de dia.i badly fell in love with her.normal usual bate kuch dino tak hoti rahi.i wanted to propose her bt i fear kahi wo bura man gyi main use kho na dun.i decided i will tell her my feelings.i guess she also started liking me there are some incidents. i told all these to my best frnd.he told me to propose her.after a week i proposed her.use mana kar diya boli hamlog sirf frnds rah sakte hain. wo kisi pe trust nahi kar sakti.main use bataya main use kitna chahta hu.wo boli is relationship ka koi future nahi hai.my family will never agree.main agar tumhare sath relationship me aa jati bhi hu to kya fayada.ek din ham alag ho jayenge.dono ko hurt hoga us se acha hai bas hum frnds ban ke rahe.main use bahut chahne laga tha.she meant everything 4 me.ham frnds ki tarah bate karte rahe.again maine us se jawab manga.ek din wo call ki aur boli hm sirf frnds rah sakte hai main kisi pe viswas nhi kar sakti aur boli tmhara kai ladkiyon ke sath affair hai,which really hurted me.i said tumhe mere pyar ko bura bhala kahne ka koi hak nahi hai.she said sorry and cut phone.wo fb se bhi unfrnd kar di.us din main pahli bar roya.fir maine use msg kiya lekin wo reply nahi ki aur block kar di.uska phone v nhi laga.then i made new id and asked about my fault why r u leaving me,why r u going so far and messaged her many time to come back,but she never replied and blocked my id..about 6 months tak aisa hi chalta raha fir meri life me ek naya mod aaya meri tabiyat bahut kharab ho gayi.mujhe hospitalize hona pada..kuchh dino bad mujhe chalne me problem hone lagi fir dr se dikhwane pe pata chala there is something wrong.hospital me high dose of medicines ki wajh se mujhe ek rare incurable bimari ho gayi hai..jo mere body ko dhire dhire paralyse kar degi one day it will affect internal organs and I would die..main again apni health ki wajh se bhi kafi stress me rahne laga aur uski wajah se bhi..maine use kayi bar baat karne ki koshish ki par wo kabhi nhi ki.(use mere bare kuchh malum nhi tha)…I remember 3 sal tak ek din bhi aisa nahi gaya hoga ki ki main nahi roya hunga.dhire dhire meri problem badhti rahi..aisa hi chakta raha kabhi kabhi ye sochta achha hai jo jahan hai khush hai agar mere sath hoti to wo bhi preshan hoti..mera future dark ho gaya hai.par dil nahi manta,lagta kaise bhi us se baat karu use dekhu..maine bahu message kiya par wo baat nhi ki hamesa block kar deti thi.after 3 years I moved to other city main apni health ki wajah se bhi kabhi stressed tha..aur dr ne mujhe strictly mana kar rakha tha stress nhi lene ke liye nhi ti problem teji se badhegi.main stress se dur rahne k liye khud ko busy rakhne laga par use bhul nhi paya.tab tak meri halat aisi ho gayi main thik se nahi chal pata aur stairs to without support chadh hi nhi pata..meri padhai bh ruk gayi..maine khud ka business start karne ki socha..2 months pahle mujhe kisi kam se haridwar jana pada wha main kafi busy raha subah 4 se rat ke 9 baje tak..to uski yad utni nahi aati bas thoda sone k time hi..waha se 7 days ke bad jab main lautne laga to station pe 3 ghanta pahle hi pahuch gaya aur waiting hall me baithte hi uski bahut yad aane lagi,,aisa lagne laga uske bina kaise rahunga main,,I can’t express that feeling..i cried there..maine ghar aakar use fir se fb pe message kiya 1 month tak uska message nahi aaya fir ek din main fir se apne id kholi to dekha uska message tha ki wo mujhse bat karna chahti hai..1 din bad us se fb pe hi nornal baten huyi .wo boli kya chahte ho tum to maine bola mujhe yun chhor se dur mat jao..aur boli tum chaho to humlog friends ki tarah rah sakte hain maine haan bol diya..next day us se phone pe bat ki aur mere sath jo bhi hua use bata diya aur bola yar ek friend ki tarah hi raho par mujhse dur mat jao..uske bad daily baten hone lagi whatsapp pe aue akbhi kabhi phn pe…uske wapas aane se main bahut khush tha..aisa lagne laga jaise main wahi purana  vishal hu ..mujhme purani himmat aa gayi jo main kho chuka tha.aisa lagne laga bas kaise bhi thik hona hai,,iske sath puri life bitani hai mujhe.and friends maine ye bhi feel kiya mujhe 5 days me hi meri meri problem kuchh kam huyi hai.lekin fir se wo boli main tumse kuchh din hi bat kar paungi uske bad hamri kabhi bat nahi hogi.i again become upset,,fir se wahi khayal ki kahin ise bhi mujhse pyar ho gaya to main iski life to badbad nhi kar sakta.main bola jab tak bat kar sakti ho karo jab tumhari jo mazi ho karna main tumhare marzi ke against kuchh nhi karunga.next day se normally bat hone lagi.kuchh din bad wo fir se wahi boli nahi bat hogi ab meri life se life dur raho mujhse kisi ko friend nahi banana,,,aur maine kuchh nhi bol paya…..main khud kitn bhi dukh sah lunga par use nahi de sakta……main yahi soch ke use kuchh nahi bola ki agr humlog close rahte hain aur isse bhi pyar ho gaya to..isse jara sa bhi dukh hua hua to main khud ko maf nahi kar paunga…main bhi yahi chahta hu main us se dur rahu meri life ka koi thikana nahi kab mujhse chhin jaye ye jindadi…par main nahi rah sakta hu uske begair…main us se dur nahi rah sakta…..main 4 years kaise bitaya hue k chhote se paragraph me nahi likh sakta….aaplog batao main kya karu?? 

thanks

hello friends how are you…today im write story about my first love..i hope you all like it…and please aap sab btana jrur ki mera story aapko kaisa lga..my facebook id is;-stragtennyson6@yahoo.com...
mera naam shanu hai or mere gf ka naam (kiki)alisha hai..actually ye 1yrs4mnths phle ki hai..humdono ki first meeting fb hi hue the phle humdono bhut ache friend the fr aise hi kuch months rha…ek din usne bola baby i fell for you..i love you.fr maine next day uska purposal  acept kra…oh really bhut ache ladki the hum dono ek dusre ko bhut chahne lge…aksar humdono raat m hi baat krte the bcz din m time ni mil pata tha din m bhut kam hi baat kr pate the..actually now i live in delhi but mai bihar ka rhne wala hun…or kiki delhi ki the..but kuch dino baad i mean 1yrs baad oh mujhe jada time ni dey pate the or puchne pe bolte ki ghar m bhut kaam hota hai fr pdhaye or humdono k bare m usk family ko v pata ho gya tha es wajhse jada ni krte the but i realy miss you…i love you baby pls come back in my life…oh mujhse 1yrs baad bhut rudhlee baat v krte the or es wajhse mujhe gussa v aata or kbhi kbhi bhut daant v deyte tha mai or oo bhut roone lgte usk baad mai use mnata v tha…frnds es trh misunderstand se koi v relation jada din tak ni chal pata hai exactly mere sath v aisa hi hua or o achank mujhse baat krna chod deya or oo humesa k ley mujhse dur chle gye tabse abhi tak mai uska wait hi kr rha hun or humesa krta rhunga bcz i really love her nd forever…uska wait krunga..kiki pls come back i reaaly need you..

Thais My Real And True Love Storie Hai Meri Umr 23 Saal Ki Hai Muje Ek Ladki Se firt time Pyar Hua 23 saal ki umr To hum ne Yuhi sache Par ki talash me bita di Ladki khubsurat thi aur midal class family me se thi so muje laga ye hi mere liye perfect hai main ne use prapose kiya first time . to usne mana kar diya .meri aakh bhar ayi aur socha sayad ye meri kismat me nahi hai . 1 month tak uska koi replay mahi aya aur mene bhi use bhula ne ki badi kosis ki magar muje usse sachcha pyar ho gaya tha . is liye me use chah karbhi bhula nahi pa raha tha . ek din achanak muje us ladki ka call aya aur mera praposer acept kar liya . me us din bahot khus tha . phir me us ladki ki ek zalak dekh ne ke liye subhah 6 baje jagta tha me use dekhe bina khana bhi nahi khata tha .mene use apni personal life ke bare me sab bate batadi . aur use bhi uski personal life ke bare me pu6a . to usne bola ki wo mujse pehle bhi kisi aur ladke ko chahti thi .

par usne heart kiya isliye use chhod diya aur aur wo ladki us ladke shadi karna chahti par us ladke ke ghar vale agree nahi the .isi liye us ladke ne us ladki ko chhod diya .aur mere sath . love kiya kyu ki me use sachche dil se chahta tha .muje uski ye sachai par bharosa tha isi liye mene use pu6a ki tumhara us ke sath koi sex ka rilation to nahi tha na to ladki muje kaha mera uske sath asa koi relation nahi tha . fir muje use bepanaha mohhabbat ho gayi .aur me ne uske sath court merrage kar liye . sadi ke 2 month ke baad muje pata chala ki wo jis ladke se pyar karti thi .us ke sath usne 1 bar sex kiya tha .muje apne aap aur true love se bharosa uth gaya . muje laga ki mene jise apni jindgi se bhi jyada chaha .jis par apne aap se bhi jyada bharosa kiya usi ne mujse ye baat chhupayi .aaj wo mere sath hai par mera dil aaj bhi .ye soch rota hai ki sayad meri kismat me sacha pyar tha hi nahi.ya phir mere pyar me koi kami thi jis karan us ne mujse ye baat chhupai .aaj meri life us tute tare jesi ho gayi hai. jo logo ki wish to puri kar sakta hai .likin apne aap ki nahi .me jab raat ko us ladki ke sath sota hu to apne ap ko bahot nicha mehsus karta hu . par mene sacha pyar kiya hai .

isi liye me use chhod to nahi sakta .us ne bhale hi mere sath jo bhi kiya magar me uske sath bura nahi kar sakta . me aaj bhi ye baat soch kar dil hi dil me rota hu .aur khuda se kehta hu ki kya sachche pyar karne vale ka koi nasib nahi hota . mere kya kasoor tha .ek bar us ladki ne muje such bol diya hota to bhi me use haste huve apna leta .Dosto ye meri sachi kahani hai aur khuda se me dua karuga ke sache pyar karne walo se khuda esa na kare………mp

Hiiii frnds .. its vikas ..mai u.p ka rhne wala hu . Aj m aap logo ko apne schhe pyar k bare m btata hu .. meri sbsw phle usese wat fb p hui thi..m phle bahut fb chalata tha frnds ek din fb chla rha tha to ek ldki thi tanu mera pyr use mene frnd rqst bhej di..mujhe phle new frnds bnane ka kafi shok tha to bhej di mene reqst..mene nxt tym apni fb on ki to dekha tanu n rqst accept krli thi..tanu ka msg aaya hiiii hmene v rply kia hmlog ki wat hone lgi ..3-4 din hmlog ne fb p bahut bat ki hm dono ko ek dusre s wat krke bahut achha lga ..fir dhire dhire hm log ki fon m v wat hone lgi ..wad m tanu n mujhe btaya ki wo mujhe phle s lyk krti thi m Jaha cochng pdne jata tha wo whi rhti thi. .wo mujhe phle s janti thi lekin m nhi..mene use kbhi dekha v nhi tha. Hm log ki kafi wat hone lgi fon p ..dhire dhire m usese wat kiye wina rh nhi pata tha..mujhe realise hua ki m tanu s pyr krne lga hu .mene fir tanu ko propose kia..phle to usne ha nhi kia lekin wad m ushne mujhse ha krdia qki wo v mujhse lov krne lgi thi..hm log bahut khus the ek dusre k sath wo v mujhse bahut lov krne lgi thi m v usese bahut lov krne lga tha avi v krta hu..sb kuch thk thak chl rha tha..fir dhire dhire hmlog m ldaia hone lgi .kvi tanu glti krti to kvi hm glti krte wese m jyada glti krta tha..mujhe thodi gusaa v jyada aati thi…lekin m tanu s pyr bahut krta tha..fir dhire dhire tanu mujhe ignor krne lgi…mujhe bura v lgta tha kvi kvi gusee m ulta sidha v nikl jata tha…fir dhire dhire tanu n mujhse wat krna km krdia..m daily use cll krta msg krta lekin wo koi rply ni deti…or ushne last m aake wol he dia ki mujhe ab tmhare sath nhi rhna h ushne aisa wola to aisa lga ki jaise kisi n jan he nikal li ho..mene tanu s bahut sorry bola lekin ushne maf nhi kia ..mujhe v apni gltio ka ehsas hua lekin ab m sudhr gya tha ..lekin tanu n mujhe maf ni kia. Tanu ko pane k liye mene sb kuch kia sb kuch lekin wo nhi mani… m ushko daily call krta Lekin wo kt krdeti …frnds aaj ka seen ye h ki m ek mnt k liye vTanu ko bhul nhi rha hu..na ab rat m nind aati h na bhoonk lgti h …bsss pure din leta hua ushki fb profile kuch recodings sunke rota rhta hu.. hr pl yhi sochta hu kese v tanu waps aajaye mere life m..lekin y bss ek spna bnke he rh gya. Mene ushko bahut cll ki bahut sorry boli lekin ushne maf nhi kia ..wo woli mujhe presan mt kro mujhe khus rhne do irritate na kia kro mujhe …frnds fir hmne v soch lia apne pyr k liye itna to kr he skte h..hmne promis kia usese ki kvi presan nhi krenge ushko lyf m.cll msg krke irritate v nhi krenge or y ek apna promis hm hmesa nibhayenge.. tanu ko aj v m bhula nhi paya hu ..kher wo apne frnds m bahut khus h enjoy kr rhi h…mera pyr khus h or mujhe kya chahye. .lekin frnds m tanu ko nhi bhula pa rha hu frnds aplog blv nhi kroge mera 10 din m weight 54 se 46 ho gya. Kafi bimar v ho gya hu..ek pl k liye v tanu ko bhul nhi pa rha hu bss yhi sochta rhta hu aise kaise chor dia usne mujhe..koi v pl aisa nhi jata h jishme tanu ki yad nA aay…frnd plzzz help kro meri mera pyr kaise wapas aayga plzzz hlp kro meri ..or hmne soch lia h ki agr wo mujhe na mili to m zinda nhi rahunga frnds plzzz help me ..